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"The tears that once caressed my cheeks have been dried away by the angels whisper, the angel that helped me touch heaven"
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| apparitions. |
[29 Jun 2006|05:45am] |
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Angel : The Corrs |
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we thought she was a ghost.
'cause she's wearing a black outfit and carries that black dog with no leash with her.
creepy.
moving on...
sino may book na "The Devil Wears Prada"? pahiram! please? :)
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retreat na bukas. hindi pa ko nagaayos ng gamit ko. i can't find my check-list. i don't want to waste 2 days. i want my love to be with me. i don't know my roommate that well. i want ret-lets. {period}
*bow*
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HAPPY RETREAT TO THE AVAILABILITY GIRLS AND TO MY FELLOW LOYALTYISTS [?].
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[15 Jun 2006|06:08pm] |
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it's all coming back to me : celine dion |
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innocence.
don't lie. it's something you never had.
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[30 May 2006|05:50pm] |
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Big Shot : Billy Joel |
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is it the 'as per ussual' to more easily remember the things you've hated about someone than to remember the things you've loved about them? disdain is so simple and direct to the point sometimes. affection is the same way. but how often do you hear an ex of some other ex speak fondly of the people who sit in the 'used to be my significant other' genre of their lives? hardly ever. there are many reasons. from the intense to the mundane.
i hate her because she likes him.
i hate him because he likes her.
i hate him because he's arrogant and self-centered.
i hate him because he keeps on denying everything.
i hate her because she keeps on touching my cat.
i hate him because he's so paranoid.
i hate her because she's always trying to be nice.
i hate him because he wrote a song for her.
i hate her because she's possibly smarter than me.
i hate him because he keeps on praising her.
i hate her because she's trying to steal you away from me.
i hate her because whe have the same friends.
i hate her because you get what you want from her.
i hate him because he doesn't believe me.
i hate her because he believes her.
i hate him because he will always be like that.
there's so many little reasons why we dislike the other. excuses. reasons why things never worked out. but when you ask if they loved the person; the longer the list of things they've hated and tolerated is; the more love they've invested. and they can't give you for definite answer with much detail. it's easier to put your finger on what went wrong than to define what was so right.
it's almost always just, i loved her. and there are no real because attachments. there are the vague words that don't particularly mean to the inquiry. words like, wonderful, and amazing. amazing why? amazing how? and then they tell you the little things they've noticed. the little things they will always remember.
the way his smile makes his eyes twinkle...
the way he sneaks up behind me and gives me a long hug...
the way he scrunches up her face when i made him mad...
the way he watches the sunset...
the way he holds me when he has forgiven me...
and so on...
i think that if you've loved someone and that love has been broken or betrayed; it shatters. to nothingness. and the love that once was there becomes a memory. and to remember the good times pieces the pieces together... the love. and it just hurts more to remember. so we choose the bad instead. as a society that's how we work.
i think.
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| ♥ 22 ♥ Edited. |
[22 Apr 2006|07:02pm] |
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Nobody's Home : Avril Lavigne |
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Twenty - two. I miss him.
9 months.
less than 20 min. not enough
How can a minute pass by without me thinking of you?... look!
See?? :D
I Love you.
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| Mothers' Day. :) |
[12 Apr 2006|07:05pm] |
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Warning:
The following link contains plenty of mushy-ness. So if you're the type of person who would prefer to read "The Three Little Pigs" ten times rather than read something very emo. Don't even dare click the link
P.S.
Don't dare say I didn't warn you!
I don't know what happened, I'm just supposed to type something less emotional, then this came up. Sorry.
Wishing all your mom's a very very HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
Note: 1Naughty Me. 2 Sorry kung maraming typo and wrong grammar, nagmadali kasi ako eh.
End.
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| all's fair in love and war |
[10 Apr 2006|01:57pm] |
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High : The Speaks |
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Nothing's happening. Except maybe for the fact that I'm looking fatter... weird thing is, I'm still 97 pounds. --__-- I've got nothing to say actually, I guess I'm just in the mood for some typing.
Mom's sick but we still went out last night to Blue Wave (mom's wish)and things started out very weird. First,
Then The
Change topic. um. Have you ever watched Vanity Fair starring Reese Witherspoon? (wala lang) I just liked the movie. I think Old English movies are so nice. eh. Anyway, who has read A Stranger in the mirror by Sidney Sheldon? I'm reading it right now. Note: If you're the type who likes deceit, passion (lust) and more of those evil things, you'll like the book. :D
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| *squee* |
[08 Apr 2006|08:11pm] |
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Ever After : Bonnie Bailey |
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Story
Guy (1) and Guy (2) are both madly inlove with Girl (1). Obviously, hindi pwedeng dalawa ang gusto ni Girl (1) kaya nag-decide siya na pumili nalang sa dalawa. Unfortunately, before Girl (1) gets to choose between the two "guys", Guy (2) decided to marry Girl (2) na hindi naman niya masyadong kilala plus Girl (2) actually works in a bar as a prostitute (d'oh. obvious?)...
Fast Forward to the fun part :)
Guy (2) got drunk in a party and kept calling Girl (1)'s name. When girl (2) finally got pissed off with all this stupid-bullshit-none-sense, Girl (2) asked Guy (2) this "sensible"(?) questions.
Girl (2): Seryoso ka ba talaga sa kasal?!
Guy (2): Oo.
Girl (2): Bangag ka ba?!
Guy (2): Hindi.
Girl (2): Mahal mo ba ko?!!!
Guy (2): Hindi.
ahahaha. asteeg noh? wala lang. :|
forgive me for being weird.
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I've been adoring penguins for 1 month now 'cause they're really cute. :). I've been doing chores around the house 'cause we're one maid short. I'm three times as fat as I was before the summer vacation... No!
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| Demanded an Interview. :p |
[29 Mar 2006|08:31pm] |
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Torn : Natalie Imbruglia |
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I asked demanded ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kupkeik (ate kei) to interview me. :D So here it goes...
Her Questions:
1. Where did you get your icon? I like it. :P
2. Have you found anything to do this summer yet?
3. Anong feeling mo ngayong magse-senior ka na? Hehe.
4. Bakit parang madalas ang lungkot mo? :( I mean.. yung blog entries mo usually ang sad.
5. Are you inlove right now? (Hehe natawa ata ako sa tanong na 'to.)
And here are my answers: :)
1. hee. I got my icon from photobucket.. that's where I usually get all my pictures. I searched "heartbreak" and *tada!*.. there she is. :))
2. hm. well.. not yet. But we're planning to watch Ice Age 2 this Friday! :D --> I like the movie. :p, My mom's planning to go to a beach with some relatives, I'm gonna have college reviews on May and hopefully my cousins are going to spend their summer vacation at our house. :D
3. S-E-N-I-O-R-S. I'm a bit excited and totally freaked out. On the bright side.. yes! Senior na ko!, may prom parin (kahit na last na 'toh) but... one year nalang college na ko!! I don't even know what course to take yet plus I'm not even sure if I'll get accepted in a well-known university! :((.. anyway. I'm still excited. :D
4. Oh. :) Everbody's saying that. :D Actually I don't know why, I don't even like being emotional.. so.. hm.. bakit nga kaya.. maybe it's because kapag hindi ako nagmukhang sad, magmumukha akong psycho-paranoid. Which is better anyway? Promise. From now on I'll try to be happy but not perky. :D
5. Yes!!!! I'm inlove right now. And I'm very very very happy to be. :D period. Are you?? ;)
sorry kung bitin mga sagot ko.. wala na kong maisip eh. :D
Instructions:
1. Leave me a comment saying "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions.
3. Post the answers to the questions on your LJ.
4. Include this explanation.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask five questions.
Credits: Thank you very very very much Ate kei for the interview.. I really, really, really enjoyed it! :D
Note: Comment if you want to get interviewed.
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[17 Mar 2006|08:04pm] |
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Luxurious : Gwen Steffani |
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Two persons think that you're their destiny, if you choose one, the other one will get hurt, if you choose no one you'll get hurt.
90 seconds. Need more.
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| Hard Work and Patience |
[10 Mar 2006|08:34pm] |
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Narda : Kamikazee |
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If you think having a cat as a daughter is easy.. it's not. It takes a lot more Hardwork and Patience.
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[08 Mar 2006|07:01pm] |
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Iris - Goo Goo Dolls |
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We adopted a daughter today. We named it Spaghetti A. Sinay. We adopted her from the park. Yes, from the park. Here's the wonderful part....
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I want to have you back in my life.
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[04 Mar 2006|03:01pm] |
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A Whole New World |
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If you can't get someone out of your head then maybe they're supposed to be there
This is what you lack.
TRUST,
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[05 Feb 2006|03:14pm] |
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Over : Lindsay Lohan |
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Slept with a headache. Woke up with a migraine. Oh God. How I hate this day.
I hate them. ( Why? )
Seriously, I think my mom's at her Menopausal stage and My Dad is just simply getting bored with his life.
Gosh! My mom's birthday is on February 21 and I still don't know what to give her.
Gosh! Noli practices are about to start!
Blech. It's Valentines Day
Yey! JS Proms are coming up!
Gosh! Noli plays are soon approaching.
Someone kill me now.
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| Guess who this BI[a]TCH is... |
[12 Jan 2006|06:12pm] |
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Look What You've Done - Jet |
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If you know her and think that you're smart enough to notice her, well... guess who this is. But if you're too busy watching over someone else, you don't know how lucky you are.
Dear Readers... please take a wild guess.
She can't take it when you're right
She's a damned bitch to her bones
A fucking whore to her flesh
An ass to her soul!
She's too insecure and too proud
She doesn't know where to stop
She wants everyone's eyes on her
Doesn't give a damn for you!
Might as well kick her head
Might as well burn her face
She thinks she's all that
But everyone hates her guts!
She thinks she's so great
But in fact, she's nothing!
Not bigger than a speck of dust
She thinks she's so rich
No one likes to brag
Except that one effing biatch
She should really stop
She should just SHUT UP!!
Note:
♠ A person who I wish to remain anonymous is the one who wrote this poem for her. Everything that has been written down about this person is true.
♠ I'm making this post public so that everyone who reads this will have the chance to guess.
♠ I and the person who wrote this poem is not angry at the bitch.
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[10 Dec 2005|12:46pm] |
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Prince of Lust - Enigma *wink* |
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After 500 years, I finally decided to make this pointless blog... FRIENDS ONLY!
comment to be added. Thank you
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| A tribute to my beloved rain. |
[09 Dec 2005|07:26pm] |
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White Houses - Vanessa Carlton |
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"To truly appreciate the rain, one must dance"
Once again, I walked in the rain with him. And it's really fun... "through the dark streets.."
( Rain )
"I want to grow up, I want to shout out... take me away!"
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| Just more of my useless thoughts... *sigh* |
[08 Dec 2005|07:19pm] |
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Iris - Goo Goo Dolls |
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Kisses holding me back
Touches slowly killing me
Hold me high 'till twilight
Never let me go...
( 10 reasons why I hate myself )
I would give up happiness to never see you blue
I would give up eternity to always be with you
I would give up my life so that you will be new
I would give up everything but not you!
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